i can feel too

Not appearing affected doesn't mean I'm not.
Having what seems like a smile on my face doesn't mean I'm happy.
I know I'm affected when I repeat something said to me in the exact words over and over again in my mind.
I know I'm affected when I'm still thinking about it at the end of the day.
I know I'm affected when I find it difficult to just think about the person and what was said.
I know I'm affected when it might seem like a negligible little thing but I can't get it out of my head.

I know I'm affected... even if everyone else doesn't know.